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topazera ([personal profile] topazera) wrote2009-02-11 04:39 pm
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What Never Was: A John Connor/Cameron EP

What Never Was
A John Connor/Cameron EP



No spoilers.
Featuring music from Sarah Fimm, Snow Patrol, Azure Ray, and others.
Comments are very much loved and appreciated!






What Never Was
A John Connor/Cameron EP





I actually made this mix right before the second season started airing but it wound up sitting around due to my dissatisfaction with the cover art. I think the mix has actually come to work well with S2, so I decided I might as well put it out there in honor of the new eps. I know some of these songs have been used on other TSCC mixes but the playlist is too set in my mind to change. ;) I tried to pick songs that fit the Terminator soundscape as established by Bear McCreary but you'll have to judge how well I did yourself! Enjoy!


01. Somewhere a Clock is Ticking
Snow Patrol
(John's POV on John/Cameron)

I've got this feeling that there's something that I missed
(I could do most anything to you...)
Don't you breathe
Don't you breathe
(I could do most anything to you...)

[Full Lyrics]
[Download Individually]


02. No Signs of Pain
Azure Ray
(John's POV on Cameron)

Grasping with my fingernails
As they tear through your skin
Leaving no signs of pain
No wounds to mend

I know I don't understand how weightless they must be
Without feeling

[Full Lyrics]
[Download Individually]



03. Metal Heart
Unknown Male Cover of Garbage
(John Connor)

I wish I had a metal heart
I could cross the line
I wish I was half as good
As you think I am

I wish I wasn't flesh and blood
I would not be scared
Bullets built with me in mind
Then I could be saved

Now that we know for sure they're telling lies
When they say no one gets hurt and therefore nobody dies
You know it's hard to believe anything that you hear
They say the world is round

[Full Lyrics]
[Download Individually]


04. Humanoid
Dead Red Sea
(Instrumental)

[Download Individually]


05. Be What You Wanna Be
Sarah Fimm
(Cameron)

I've been
Lost inside my mind and I forgot that I am free
I can be what I want to be

I will be
I can be
Be what I wanna be
I can exist
Within this reality
And be what I want to be

[Full Lyrics]
[Download Individually]


06. The Story of Us
Sarah Fimm
(Cameron's POV on John/Cameron)

Buildings and bridges
Connect all the dots
What's the cost of one man's life?
Watch the mystery unravel thread by thread
Watch it all go down in the end
What will become of what never was
It's the story of us

[Full Lyrics]
[Download Individually]


07. Yeah, I'm in Love with an Android
Say Hi
(John's POV on John/Cameron)

And, yeah, I'm in love with an android, but so what?
Stranger things have happened
Stranger things have been loved

[Full Lyrics]
[Download Individually]


Download Zip (50 MB @ Megaupload)


Thanks for listening! I'd be happy to re-up anything that goes down. :D

[identity profile] aelysian.livejournal.com 2009-02-11 10:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Nice! I immediately downloaded the cover of Garbage's "Metal Heart" because I've always thought that song worked well for them, although I think I prefer Shirley Manson. Because she is awesome. Downloading the rest!

And I love the cover art. It's so subtle. Also, you should come post this to [livejournal.com profile] wiredtoyou.

ETA: Except you just did. So never mind.
Edited 2009-02-11 22:18 (UTC)

[identity profile] topazera.livejournal.com 2009-02-11 10:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I prefer the Garbage version myself! But I figured I'd use a different version just to mix things up. Plus, I'm a sucker for having male voices for male characters and vice versa... even though I never manage stick to it.

Thank you! I spent so long staring and adding/subtracting things and reevaluating the cover art that I kind of lost perspective on the project. ...Although I might now like the back art better but I think that's because Summer is super hot. XD

Annnd I have to read all your fanfic now. I've totally been out of the fandom loop trying not to spoil myself.

[identity profile] aelysian.livejournal.com 2009-02-11 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Hee. Oh, so many songs that would have been completely perfect for a ship if only the gender was right.

Summer is, indeed, super hot. But I love the way John's arm frames the front cover.

Aww, you don't have to do that. But I'm glad you're all caught up in time for Friday.

[identity profile] jasambeliever.livejournal.com 2009-02-11 11:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Downloading, and omfg, I'm seriously in love with your cover art. It's gorgeous. ♥

[identity profile] topazera.livejournal.com 2009-02-12 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
Yay! That's always nice to hear but especially nice when the art has been giving you trouble. ;)

Thanks so much for downloading and commenting!

[identity profile] astropixie.livejournal.com 2009-02-11 11:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Very nice so far! Thanks for putting this together. :)

[identity profile] topazera.livejournal.com 2009-02-12 01:59 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you for the comment! :D

[identity profile] fakelunacy.livejournal.com 2009-02-12 12:13 am (UTC)(link)
Grabbed. :D

[identity profile] topazera.livejournal.com 2009-02-12 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks for the download and the comment! ♥

[identity profile] raingin.livejournal.com 2009-02-12 12:38 am (UTC)(link)
Ooh. I've only heard the first song by Snow Patrol but that one is totally stuck in my head right now. Will definitely d/l the rest!

Loving the cover art, too!

[identity profile] topazera.livejournal.com 2009-02-12 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
Cool, I hope you wind up liking some of the other music! And "Somewhere a Clock is Ticking" is definitely one of those Snow Patrol songs that got stuck in a my head for, like, a week. :D

Thaaank you for the comment! Enjoy~

[identity profile] barilace.livejournal.com 2009-02-12 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
OOh! This is prettty!

[identity profile] topazera.livejournal.com 2009-02-13 12:45 am (UTC)(link)
Hee, thanks! Your icon is pretty! :D

[identity profile] schrodingersbat.livejournal.com 2009-02-12 05:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Downloading, and I love the cover art! :)

[identity profile] topazera.livejournal.com 2009-02-13 12:46 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you! I'm glad you liked the art! <3

[identity profile] ana-jo.livejournal.com 2009-02-12 06:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Downloaded and i like it!
That cover of Metal Heart is amazing, and YAY for Yeah, I'm in Love with an Android and Azure Ray!

ohh and cover art is beautiful!

[identity profile] topazera.livejournal.com 2009-02-13 12:56 am (UTC)(link)
Ooh, thanks for the feedback! It's always nice to hear that people listened. And liked! When I first heard that cover of "Metal Heart", I was so excited: "A dude singing Garbage? OMG it's so John Connor!"

And wow, thanks about the art too! When I think of TSCC icons, I think of you, so that means a lot. I had one of your J/C icons uploaded for a loong time. :)

[identity profile] ana-jo.livejournal.com 2009-02-13 02:44 am (UTC)(link)
ohh Thanks! =D

[identity profile] tricki-nicki.livejournal.com 2009-02-12 06:53 pm (UTC)(link)
This mix looks great! Artwork, song choices, everything. Thanks for sharing!

[identity profile] topazera.livejournal.com 2009-02-14 08:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Aw, thanks so much for the comment! It's nice to hear you thought the whole package worked! :D

[identity profile] i-am-girlfriday.livejournal.com 2009-02-12 07:09 pm (UTC)(link)
This looks great :) Snagging. So pretty!

[identity profile] topazera.livejournal.com 2009-02-14 08:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Thaaaank you! :D

[identity profile] vltavska.livejournal.com 2009-02-12 10:13 pm (UTC)(link)
thank you :D It's great!

[identity profile] topazera.livejournal.com 2009-02-14 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks so much for comment! Your icon is adorable btw. That definitely is one cute face!

[identity profile] kiandra-fire.livejournal.com 2009-02-13 12:19 am (UTC)(link)
Already have most of these, but I did snag the Azure Ray song - thank you very much for doing all this. It looks great!

[identity profile] topazera.livejournal.com 2009-02-14 08:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you for leaving such a nice comment! It was fun to put together. Hope you liked the Azure Ray song, clearly you have very good taste in music. ;)

[identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/_snookums/ 2009-02-13 01:36 am (UTC)(link)
This looks fantastic! Downloading, thanks! :D

[identity profile] topazera.livejournal.com 2009-02-14 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
You're welcome! Thanks for commenting! :)

[identity profile] theonlytwin.livejournal.com 2009-02-13 07:35 am (UTC)(link)
snow patrol and say hi? i heart this so hard!

[identity profile] topazera.livejournal.com 2009-02-14 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! I know a lot of people use Snow Patrol on mixes... but it's for good reason! :D

[identity profile] lilhobbit.livejournal.com 2009-02-13 10:12 am (UTC)(link)
This looks nifty, so I grabbed the whole thing. Thanks for a wonderful fanmix ;D

[identity profile] topazera.livejournal.com 2009-02-14 08:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Aw, thank you! *blushes* I had fun putting it together.

[identity profile] smirk-dog.livejournal.com 2009-02-14 07:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow. The art is great.

[identity profile] topazera.livejournal.com 2009-02-14 08:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! I really appreciate it. :)

[identity profile] laharah.livejournal.com 2009-02-24 08:39 pm (UTC)(link)
looks good. snagging. thank you. =)

[identity profile] topazera.livejournal.com 2009-02-28 12:59 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks so much for commenting! :D
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[identity profile] topazera.livejournal.com 2009-02-28 12:57 am (UTC)(link)
You're welcome! I'm glad you liked it. Thank you for commenting!

[identity profile] the-spin.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
Okay, so I meant to comment on this ages ago, but I downloaded this mix and I officially LOVE YOU for it. I don't even watch this show, but 'No Signs of Pain' is like my new favorite song and thank god you reminded me of 'Metal Heart' because I ganked the title for a HIMYM fic and it is so, so perfect.

SO THANK YOU FOR THIS MIX BECKY OMG

[identity profile] topazera.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 05:31 am (UTC)(link)
Ha, don't worry about the comment delay. I'm actually doubly flattered, in that you don't watch the show AND you liked the mix enough to mention it a month later! I adore 'No Signs of Pain'. When I first got into that song, I must have listened to it on loop for days. Azure Ray has such a gorgeous, rich sound.

And wow, it hadn't occurred to me how well the phrase 'Metal Heart' ties in with the Barney = robot = doesn't love idea. Nice!

NO I LOVE YOU. Seriously, it's kind of ridiculous how happy it makes me when I know people really did listen to a mix I made. THANKS FOR THE ROCKIN' COMMENT! :DD

[identity profile] shipperchick.livejournal.com 2009-05-16 04:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Love the cover art, and am intrigued by the songs. DL'ing, thank you!

[identity profile] daffydilly121.livejournal.com 2009-11-21 04:24 pm (UTC)(link)
this looks great. and awesome cover. i love it. thanks for sharing

[identity profile] topazera.livejournal.com 2009-12-01 01:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks you so much! I'm so glad to hear you like it. And thanks for commenting! :D